Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Updates.... Updates....

yeah i've been really busy this past weeks, we had shoots, vtrs, sponsor visits, talent portion, rehersals and trainings.. i'm enjoying the contest so i dont get tired that easily.. i just feel the soreness in my muscles when i get home.. so on weekends i try to relax and sleep... the coronation night is already near and the competition is getting fierce.. so i have to buckle up, put my best pumps on and get ready for the ride!

anyways, i've been doing great the past month... i have "new found friends" that i once in a while spend time with, my relationship with raimond is doing good.. were just friends you know but i like it that he's still there.. we talk, go out and spend time together but we decided that we would just remain friends... there's also this guy who i sorta liked but then things would be more complicated with him.. i just know that he's making me happy and i think i'm also one of the reasons why he is happy now... theres also this other "guy" the one i met thru myspace... he's really nice, makulit, really shy and he's just like a kid! which is actually a turn on because he still has this certain innocence in him that makes me "kilig"...haha! we've been texting and talking to each other for months now and finally we were able to meet face to face.. he was cute but he was not that blessed with height hehehe! we dates last valentines,, we watched a movie (The Fountain) and we hanged out in Starbucks.. he's really okay and i'm starting to like him but here's the "catch" he lives in BACOLOD... awwwww too bad! hehe! but anyways i'm still really busy and focused on what is heppening to me right now i really dont have time for anything like that...

before i end this entry i would like to post this song.. i watched the movie "Music and Lyrics" with raimond... its a really nice movie! it's actually a date movie so i was once again lovestruck with this movie and i cant get this song out of my head,,,

Way Back into Love Lyrics

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Sunday, February 04, 2007

Someday - Nina

Someday you’re gonna realize
One day you’ll see this though my eyes
By then I won’t even be there
I’ll be happy somewhere
Even if I cared
I know you don’t really see my worth
You think you’re the best guy on earth
Well I’ve got news for you
I know I’m not that strong
But it won’t take long
Won’t take long

Someday someone’s gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday someone’s gonna take your place
One day I’ll forget about you
Someday someday

Right now I know you can tell
I’m down and I’m not doing well
But one day these tears they will all run dry
I won’t have to cry, sweet goodbye

>>> why is love like that? you thought that you were already over but then when you see him it all comes back as if nothing happened.. tsk.. how can i ever move on? well i dont really know if i want to move on you know.. haiz! life is so freakin hard.. sige... not life in general.. i'm so blessed and so lucky to have people areound me who care and i have parents who are very supportive in everything that i want to do i want to thank the lord above for granting my wish... onti nalang.. Ms. Universe here i come! hehe... this is supposed to be a senti blog i know.. but i cant help it! i'm so determined to win.. i dont have anymore choice but to really do my best... this is my last chance so might as well give my all... so for now i'll set aside my "lovelife" and just concentrate on my career (yuck showbiz!) i just hope that soon everything will be just fine...


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