Sunday, July 18, 2010
My Little Sofia
its been a while since i last blogged something about my life.. i guess for a time i have lost myself trying to change for what i thought was right. but then it was not really change that i needed, it was just something that i "thought" would be better to do in order to prove to myself that i have properly matured... and i was wrong...
its not that i haven't matured or anything, its just that there are certain levels of maturity that haven't reached yet and i'm still on the path to that self-fulfillment. i would always think about my future but i never really took the big leap into achieving my dreams.
i'm actually a simple person.. i really never dreamed of becoming the president of a huge multinational company, or a world class model or even joining showbusiness.. all i wanted was to have a simple life..
a husband that loves me dearly, children that i will take good care of, and a dog that will play with my kids.. i also want a house with a nice lawn where my kids could play and me and my husband can cook bbq.. i want a ferrari or a porsche 911 and a simple 3.0 carat diamond engagement ring.. ( hahaha! )
now i'm starting all over again.. reorganizing my thoughts.. contemplating on my past mistakes (that i don't ever want to make again).. saving up for the future and most of all paraying to the lord god that he grant me my simple wishes (if he includes the 3.0 carat diamond ring i would really be happier.. hehe)
i'm on another journey through life (my nth chance at it).. my path to self rediscovery and the quest for my own happiness.. this time i am traveling with someone who i will love forever.. my little sofia...